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State of the Cain Pack May 2014

As I mentioned in writing about Maddie’s illness, I had always planned – or perhaps hoped is a better word – to write about all the Cain mutts when I started this blog.  So here I go.

Today is really just going to be a state of the pack address.  Mic and Moli have been feeling a bit slighted because I have only begun to publicize their antics.  Moli, my drama queen, is especially annoyed since she felt like she was on her way to stardom last summer after taking third in a photo contest.

So we will start with Moli.  At age 10 Moli is by definition a senior dog but you wouldn’t know it to watch her run at the park when she sees some seagulls that she thinks ought to go home to Seattle.  Knock on wood, her bladder has been healthy; she has not had a UTI in almost 2 years.  About a year and a half ago, she developed a chronic dry left eye.  This in direct contrast to her chronically runny right eye.  At 10 months old, she had an imperforate puncta on the right.  She had surgery which did not take but since the problem was cosmetic more than anything else we have just lived with a little bit of a runny eye.  On the left however, the chronic dryness could lead to loss of her eye if we can’t keep things under control.  We have finally hit upon a program that is working pretty well.  She gets 2 kinds of meds – one drop and one ointment – twice a day and a third medicine mid day.  We supplement with artificial tears and ointment and she does well.

Very occasionally she has a little pain in her left rear knee related to that partial cruciate tear she did when she was about two.  We keep Rimadyl on hand and usually only a dose or two of that takes care of things.  She still loves to race around the back yard at full speed, jumping up into the rose beds and down into the hosta garden, around Mic, the patio table and then up the stairs to the upper garden where the vegetables are.  Last year, little Maddie was the tomato thief who would get into the beds and steal tomatoes for the three of them to snack on.  We’ll see if we get more tomatoes this year as Moli is a little more reluctant to jump into the raised beds than Maddie was.

Mic, a year older than Moli, is showing his age a little more than her.  He had developed a tremor in his hind quarters that only was apparent with him standing.  We took him to the vet and he did seem to be a little tender in the back so x-rays were done.  He does have spondylosis.  We did also go ahead and genetic test for DM and he is at risk.  Knowledge is power.  He was put on low dose Rimadyl and was very definitely improving.  We then hit a bump in that HE got an eye injury and because of the array of meds related to that we had to stop the Rimadyl for awhile.  More on that below.  Because of his spinal arthritis and ‘at risk’ DM status, we do not let him do the stairs – if we can help it.  Sometimes he beats us to them however.  He has always dragged his left front foot a little bit but that has progressed a little in his old age.  We noticed that he was getting an area of erosion on top of one of his toes.  One of the vet techs at the eye clinic turned us on to PAWZ and that has been the answer!!  We pop that on and he seems to know how this helps him and he just struts right out wearing his blue shoe.  He does not walk as far as he used to but he, too, loves to run off leash at the park and chase seagulls.  When he is in full gallop, you cannot tell that he is an old boy.

Now, that eye thing.  April 25th started out pretty normal – get up, get dogs up, go for a walk.  On the way home, Mike noticed Mic squinting with his right eye.  A little closer inspection showed an opaque area mid eye so we were pretty sure he’d scratched it on our walk.  A trip to the vet and sure enough, a corneal abrasion.  On recheck the following week, our vet was not happy with how things were healing, so Mic got referred to the Animal Eye Clinic.  He saw Dr Kaiser, who is Moli’s doctor as well.  We love him! Sure enough, Mic’s injury was quite severe – almost a full thickness ulceration of the cornea with severe reactive edema.  He got started on 3 eye meds, drops and ointments, for a total 10 instillations a day.  One oral antibiotic a day and pain meds three times a day.  Wow.  We had planned on visiting Mike’s family in Canada mid May but with Mic’s eye regimen, we felt like we could not leave town.  We used that time off to get the garden in and have the sewer line replaced.  The good news in all of this is that Mic is recovering.  The vet thinks it was a chemical burn and as near as we can figure out, it was probably fertilizer.  He loves to traipse through bushes, brush, low hanging vines and most likely a recently fertilized area had some residual chemicals.  He took pics of Mic’s eye two visits ago.  At the last visit he just took pics of Mic wearing his Doggles and donut (around his neck instead of a cone) because he is so cute.  We go back tomorrow and are hopeful for a good report.

While we were home for a week, we had a visitor.  Our friend Sheila had surgery and a stay in rehab for PT so we took her boy corgi Dylan for a week.  While Moli was not enthused, she did better than we expected.  Dylan is a great boy.  He needed (and still does) some work on leash walking but he is so smart he will be a star in no time.  We make Mic and Moli sit at the door to the kitchen while we are making their dinner.  It took only one time of putting Dylan in a sit and wait for dinner and he had it down.  Mike was so smitten, he did not want to give Big D back to Sheila.  We will just have to have him over for some slumber parties.  Dylan was here for our jaunt with Paul Turner (see Pack in the Press, item 2) and is in the foreground of that picture.

And, as they say, that’s all folks!!  For now.  More soon.  I promise.

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Memories of Maddie

It has been 3 weeks now since we lost our little Bug. The support we’ve received has been amazing and comforting beyond words. I will share some of the cards and poems we have received below.

Mic does not seem to miss her that much. She was pretty bossy to him and really had him cowed so not too surprising. Moli misses her a lot. She is very clingy. She used to go into Maddie’s crate all the time if Mad was not in there and now she doesn’t. She may pop in and lie down but only for a second or two.

We brought Mad Bug’s ashes home on February 14 – her Mama Rose’s and Auntie Moli’s birthday. She is in a beautiful little wood box with a little brass plaque that says “Madelaine”. We had planned to bury her ashes but I am not sure now if I want to do that. There is just something about having her here and I am not sure I am ready to let go of that just yet…

Just another note or two about our vets…. I really think Dr Moore had a soft spot for Maddie. The internal medicine specialist told us once that he called her and practically demanded to know what she was doing for our little hound when it did not seem we were making any progress with her incontinence. After her cancer diagnosis, which was with Dr Wachtel, he phoned to tell us how sorry he was about her. And as I said before, he was spectacular when we had to say good bye. We have a recording called “Dog Ease” by Dr Lee Bartel that is new age-y music with embedded subliminal sounds that only dogs can hear and is designed to calm them. We played a piece called “Inner Peace” while we were putting Maddie to sleep. Dr Moore teased us a little and said “how do you know she wouldn’t rather hear Led Zeppelin?” Which even at the time we thought was hilarious. As Mike said “well there’s probably something subliminal there too.”  Dr Wachtel did everything she could to find an alternative diagnosis to cancer and when that was not to be, just gave us everything we needed to take care of her.  And I cannot thank enough Kim, Sue, Hannah, Tina and Kristen who took such good care of her over the years and at the end.

She was a special girl. I had frequently taken her to work with me over the last 2 years and the staff just loved her. These last 2 months I took her every Thursday. She would just hang out in my office (I have a baby gate) and sleep or chew on a Kong. Or visit with all the staff who would come by for a little Maddie love. One day I came around the corner and she was getting a massage from Jim, one of the medical assistants. She LOVED that. Jim sure seemed to love her too. He took lots of pics of her. And from one of them, had a friend of his who is an artist, paint her portrait. I am amazed at how it captures her. How many Corgis do you know who have their own commissioned portrait? It hangs in my office over where Maddie’s spot was.

The poem “I haven’t left at all” came via email from friends of Nan’s – at whose house Maddie was born! We were very touched by their reaching out to us. The poem “The last battle” came from Dr Lawrence and staff – the surgeon who fixed her ectopic ureters and took such good care of her.   Our friend Sheila had a wood carving of a corgi made and put an engraved name tag with Maddie’s dates on it around the neck – this sits on our mantle.  Friends Emmie and Lowell gave us a miniature yellow tea rose as a memorial to her.  And friends Bridgett and Stu gave us a lucky bamboo in her honor.  We are overwhelmed and grateful for all the love and concern for us and the love of Maddie.  She really managed to worm her way into every heart she encountered.

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The Last Battle

A poem from Dr Lawrence and Staff, Veterinary Surgical Specialists

I HAVEN’T LEFT AT ALL

From Nan’s friends (and Maddie’s) Nancy and Dale

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by artist Joy Painter

Maddie has gone home to God – February 11, 2014

You let them into your heart knowing someday they are going to break it.  – Georgia Bowker

There’s more room in a broken heart.  – Carly Simon

It came to me that every time I lose a dog they take a piece of my heart with them.  And every new dog who comes into my life gifts me with a piece of their heart.  If I live long enough, all the components of my heart will be dog, and I will become as generous and loving as they are.   – Unknown

Maddie – AKA Madelaine, Bug, Super Bug, Angel Dog – went to the Rainbow Bridge today.  That she was a part of our life at all was an amazing blessing.  We never went looking for another dog.  If we had been looking, we could never have imagined finding the best dog that ever lived.  Ever.  And we had almost twice as much time with her after her diagnosis than was predicted so… I am grateful.  I still intend to capture and tell stories of her life with us here – when I can.

With regard to her cancer, she had been doing this pattern whereby she declined, then rallied but not quite as high as before, then plateaued for awhile.  This past weekend she had a big decline but rallied a very little bit.  Finally, by Sunday, her breathing was becoming labored and we were not going to let her get to the point that she was in distress.  So we decided that if she seemed like she could make it, we would take her in today.  She did OK until today and she was really laboring to breathe today.  But she never lost her appetite; she was a chow hound up to the very end.  We took a little bowl of turkey gourmet dog food to the vet and as they were giving her her injection, she was having a little feast.  And then she was gone.  Our vets and their staff (Audubon Vet Clinic) are just the best.  Dr Moore has always been awesome with Maddie and us.  He was so comforting and gentle.  And I can’t single out any of the staff because for sure I will miss someone in my fog here – but EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM has helped us in this journey.

We brought her home for a bit so Mic and Moli could see her and that she was gone.  We all sat on the kitchen floor and cried.  Mic had actually said his good byes before we took her to the vet.  Before we took her in, he snuggled up to her and would not leave her.  Mike had to carry him downstairs – he would not go on his own, and he LOVES his bed and a cookie.  So when we brought her little body home, he sniffed and then lay down about 4 feet from her.  Moli lay down face to face with her and kept sniffing her face.  Moli is going to miss her a lot.  Which is funny because Moli was not enthusiastic about her when she first came to live with us!

We are going to have her cremated.  The current plan is to bury her ashes in the garden near St Francis and I have a special flower to plant over the top of her.  I took a little lock of each of our hair and wove it into her fur so a part of us will be cremated with her.  I can’t pick a “hardest part” about this whole experience.  It is still evolving.  It has been especially hard, though,  to see my husband unable to talk because he is sobbing.  I think I know a little of how helpless he has felt for the last 2 months while I periodically fell apart.

As I write, I keep looking down at my feet to see if Maddie needs to go out – but she is not there.  She is now free – running, barking, chasing bugs.  And I hope waiting for us.

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Maddie update 4 Feb 2014

Just a quickie tonight.  Maddie is hanging in there.  And not by a thread but with some panache.  She has actually wanted to walk a bit with the big dogs this week.  She does not go far but she did walk all the way to the corner this afternoon without getting too winded.  She has lost a little weight but not too bad all things considered.  She is still eating like a champ and barking for pets.  She is going through about a pound of chicken a day plus the sweet potato/russet potato/peas/carrots concoction I make for her in the crock pot.  We are coming up on 8 weeks since the official diagnosis – which is about twice as much time as our vet anticipated.  So every day is a bonus.  No new pics this post – just want to keep everyone up to date.  More pics soon!  Gotta go cuddle.

Maddie update 24 Jan 14

Well, the Bug was a little better this morning.  Her breathing is still more labored than it has been but I increased her pain medication and gave her a dose of anti-inflammatory and she seem comfortable.  She was perky enough just a bit ago to bark at me for more chicken.  I do feel the ticking of the clock, though.

My brother came to visit over the summer and one day of his visit, it just poured!  From his nice warm dry spot on the couch he captured me trying to get the mutts to ‘do their business’ in spite of the rain.  He was just rolling with laughter when Maddie very clearly said “screw this!” and broke for the neighbor’s porch where she KNEW it was not raining.  She’s no dummy.  Enjoy his pictorial essay!

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Maddie Update 23 Jan 2014

Tonight is a bad night. The Bug is starting to have trouble breathing. She is still not acting distressed but clearly is putting more effort into just breathing. If worse in AM we will be calling it quits.

We have been in such a ‘honeymoon’ of borrowed time that it almost has been easy to forget that she is quite sick. She seems to have had a good day with me at the office – got to meet a couple of patients. And all of the staff just love her. If they had a gun they would’ve held it to my head to get me to bring her every day!

So … prob won’t be sleepng well tonight. But she has rallied before so we will see what morning brings.

Maddie update 12 Jan 14

Hello Maddie fans.  We have had a pretty quiet week.  No major changes but a little bit of a decline.  Still lovin the chow and pets!  She is such a little trooper.  She has always done this thing where she jumps straight up and down in her x-pen when we come home and come down to get her.  It used to be that she could jump high enough that her head would clear the top of the pen.  Now she still tries to jump but can’t quite get her back feet off the ground.  It is heartbreaking in both the positive and negative sense of that emotion.  Positive in that she is still so much herself and negative in that it shows a little more being taken away from her.  She still barks with the big dogs but her voice is fading.  I have spent hours this week on the floor of the living room just stroking her back.  And if I stop, she head butts me.  The following pics are from one of those sessions.  Quality is poor because they are just cell phone pics but they are sweet anyway.  She still seems to have no pain.  She is not struggling to breathe but she becomes visibly winded if she walks more than a few yards so we are carrying her everywhere – even if just outside to pee.  Still eating like a champ but has lost about a pound.  She is eating about a pound of chicken a day plus a fair amount of the sweet potato and veggie mix I am making for her in the crock pot.  Moli is being amazing.  In one of the pics you can see Maddie with feet on Moli’s belly.  And Moli never moved – just let Maddie be where she wanted to be.  Mic too with the spooning.  I fear our time is winding down but I am still loving having her with us.  And since she seems to not be suffering, I am holding on.  Thanks for all of your support.

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Naptime on a Saturday afternoon

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Maddie update 1-1-14

Happy New Year! Well we made it to 2014. Don’t know why that mattered so much but somehow it did. Now we can claim Maddie as ours in 3 years! She is still trying to be spunky but we can see she is fatiguing easily. And she is starting to show some mild strain with breathing if she is too active or barks too much. Her cancer is an endocrine cancer and they have not found the primary source but I suspect it is her thyroid – because of the breathing issue but also because her bark has changed. She is becoming hoarse. Like some 1930’s starlet who smoked too much as a youth and now has that slightly gravelly, smokey voice. That’s our little starlet. She chokes a little on dry cookies so is only getting chicken for treats now. I am wondering if that is what I thought I detected in her breath when this all started.

She is having trouble controlling her urine so is back in her monkey trunks. Which is no big deal for either of us (Maddie or Mike/me). This is likely due to the elevated calcium levels in her blood. Will add some pics of our little fashion plate to show you how gorgeous she is in her bikini bottoms.

Mike said I need to explain the time out pic from the last post. Well, when we first got Maddie, Moli just hated her. Tried to eat her every chance she got. It took a LONG TIME for Moli to mellow out toward her. Apparently she mellowed out at daycare much faster than at home. One day when I picked them up, Megan told me that she was giving Moli a time out and Maddie jumped in the crate with her. So they let them hang together. In a crate. Together. This morphed into a pattern whereby if one of the girls got a time out, the other just went with. They tried to NOT give the innocent dog a time out but the two have become so inseparable that if one goes in, the other stands outside and barks until let in. Or goes and jumps on somebody else’s head to get in trouble and therefore get a time out. The Play-N-Stay staff don’t even bother anymore – it is time out together for the Cain girls.

Mike got a great pic of them (below). They are sleeping together on one bed under his desk in our office. I will also attach a photo or two of her sleeping ON our desk island while we are working in the office – she just loves to be at the center of the universe. Which is where I want her too.  We have been making memories – like the footprint paver with all the dogs’ paw prints and the ornament with Bug’s foot print.  We have similar ones of Mic and Moli too.

Maddie and I have talked about it and I have asked her to let me know when it is time if she can. In the meantime, she still LOVES her chow. And still DEMANDS attention. She still shows no signs of pain so we are just trying to be upbeat and attentive. And we love her more every day.

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No, she did not drink the wine. I did. Gotta log the monkey trunks.

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Love the matching postures

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Together

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Maddie update 12/29/13

Sorry to all the Maddie fans who may have checked in for an update and not found one.  She has been having several good days and so we have been spending every spare moment snuggling or playing.

Really, she has had more good days than bad these last few weeks.  But when she has a bad day, I am such a total wreck that it is just overwhelming.  I know I am a little off my rocker.  What other nutbag in America spends all day hand sewing  a Christmas stocking for their dog with Bobby Goldsboro’s ‘Honey’ as the soundtrack in their head?  Probably shouldn’t admit to that.  Oh well.  Maddie had to share a stocking with Moli last year because I procrastinated getting or making her her own.  I was not going to let potentially her last Christmas come and go without her own stocking (still holding out for that miracle!).

Christmas Eve day was a bad day.  The Bug was very lethargic and withdrawn.  We were very afraid that Christmas Day we might have to face making that unbearable decision.  But come Christmas morning, she was a new dog.  JUMPED out of bed, raced up the stairs and did a normal walk with the big dogs.  She has been VERY demanding of food and attention.  In that order.  Every time I sit down, she is at my feet, spooned into me or in my lap woofing at me to pet her.  So the laundry is not done, the house not cleaned and this blog not updated.  And pretty much the last 3 days have been like that.  I just count every day as a gift.

In addition to the video camera we bought to capture life with Super Bug, we got a doggie cam.  As soon as I figure out how to edit those videos, I will post some shots of life from Maddie’s point of view.  When they are not giving you vertigo, they are pretty entertaining.

Thanks again for all your prayers, thoughts and support.

Maddie helping with sealing the front porch

Maddie helping with sealing the front porch

Maddie & Moli in time out together at daycare

Maddie & Moli in time out together at daycare

Maddie update 12-18-13

Prednisone is my new favorite drug. Maddie has had a good few days since starting that on Saturday. Monday night when I got home from work, I got my favorite greeting from her – crawling half way into my lap and then rubbing her face in my lap while making funny little growly noises and woofs. Which get more animated as I pretend to wrestle her a little bit. Tuesday morning she actually wanted and was able to go on a walk around the neighborhood. After work (Tues is my half day) I picked her up and she ran errands with me including going to Urban Canine where she was very popular.

Later in the afternoon, a tech I work with at Sacred Heart brought his daughter by to meet the mutts. Maddie lay on the couch between them and did her usual charm job. The minute Jill stopped petting her, Maddie would look up at her sharply – “Uh, you are NOT done yet!” Lots of “ahhhh”s coming from the couch.

One day this Fall we took a walk on the Centennial Trail near a neighborhood called Kendall Yards with the 3 mutts. We are quite a show with the 3 Corgis – I like to say we are a parade. There was a young woman there with her husband and 2 year old son. Her boys were playing on some items along the trail so she was saying hello to the dogs. And like most people she was especially drawn to Madelaine. So she squatted down and Maddie sat right next to her. As she continued to pet Maddie, Mad put her chin on the knee of her new best friend and rolled those big bug eyes up to look at her, adoringly. This young woman just looked up at Mike and me and said “Really?” Half question and half statement.  “Yes,” we said, “really”. Wish I had a picture of that. Maddie knows how to work a crowd.

Will get up here shortly and go walking someplace cool if she is up for it. Pics are from Maddie’s Auntie Jill from summer 2012. (Jill ‘owns’ Maddie’s mom, Rose who is Moli’s sister).

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